tomorrow i go home at 1:30 i had to turn tyler down which was sad because i really did want to go.
i got a strange urge to call ziv this evening i resisted of course sometimes i wonder what he is up to. a year ago this time he was all i could think about all i could write about he consumed me and the whole time trisha and megan were next door having fin without me stupid me stupid me. I do wonder what might have happened if we had never gotten together if i had listened to my mom in the first place would i still be here i don't know i don't like to dwell on it too much cause it makes me sad and there is nothing i can do now.
anyhow i am off and i will be writing from the beautiful state of utah next time around
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