Employment

i am employed.

restocking merchandise for 12$ an hour, alas it only lasts a week oh well.

i have to go to work now

how strange.

good day-ish

today was goodish

i went a bit of a hike up to cecret lake up little cottonwood it was absolutely gorgeous up there and i saw a moose! this afternoon i just hung out with mom and read the fountainhead (i know i can't believe i am still reading it ) this evening dad and i will be watching the last mimsy and i am sure that will be grand. I have felt kind of grumpy this evening i don't know why but i just don't feel very happy right now alright i am out

JAMES!

go look at the sibling blog

who am I kidding

diana made fun of me for posting that "chris is a cool kid" or whatever it it that i said down there because on the way home he is all that i talked about.
i would be full of lies if i said that i didn't feel something for him last night now the question is do i let these feelings progress or do i stymie them so as to save my feelings.
my problem is is that i am having trouble reading these signals of his they are very confusing.

i think i will take karen's advice and see if his behavior is consistent gosh i am a nerd.

i am more than half way through with Harry Potter 7 it is just excellent

amazing night

so basically the last two days have been absolutely wonderful.
Yesterday i went down to salt lake to pick up diana and we ended up hanging out with our friend kayla for a couple hours and that was really fun after that i came home and got ready to go camping i left at about 2:30 and we bought some food and thus began our adventure. we went to about 4 different campsites in both canyons and all were full so we ended up hiking up white pine trail for a ways playing in a stream and then going back to whit's. At whitney's we ate some food and called some people and went swimming it was way fun because diana and marcus came and Hans was there and a few of his friends as well as Jamie and Chris it was so much fun!


I spent a lot of time talking to/ harassing chris, he is such a cool kid.
well i am off to work

i am writing this post only to assure myself of my sanity

i can't sleep i talked to matt i talked to cass and i can't sleep so i turned on the tv and found this pbs show about ferrets or rather people who are obsessed with ferrets this program is absurd i came to this conclusion when more than one of the women being interviewed started crying about The Rainbow Bridge
i just don't understand this.

today sucked then i went boating and it stopped sucking

we left about three to go up to Jordanelle it was absolutley gorgeous i tried my hand at wakeboarding (i was so close to actually getting up!) and then we went tubing it was so awesome and wonderful ahh i love the boat! tomorrow i am going camping with some friends up the canyon and that will very pleasant AND i found a canoe to rent so we will be going canoeing here in a bit and that will be so grand i do love canoeing ok i am going to pass out goodnight

Thoughts whilst lurking

I was lurking about on facebook this evening and came a crossed a profile of one of the more "popular" girls in my high school class whom i wasn't too fond of. While i lurked i kept wondering why i had these ill feelings towards this girl because now that i thought about it she was actually always quite pleasant to me. It must have been her perfectly coifed hair and her always stylish and nice clothing that i so detested.
I remember feeling a distinct sense of inadequacy around girls like that, even with my disillusioned view of their lower intelligence my self-esteem couldn't be tricked into feeling as good or as pretty as they were.

interesting how the mind of a girl works at any age.

A List of Likes and Dislikes in the Early Morning Hours

Likes:
1. Young Richard Dreyfus
2. Julia Roberts
3. Howard Roark
4. Honeydew
5. Interactive Male Commercials

Dislikes:
1. Faux-Enagaement pictures
2. Ho's
3.Bad Comedians
4. Spiders
5. Waiting for a call

weight-loss update

Weight Lost:5 lbs.
Inches Lost: .5

Back in Rexburg

I went to Rexburg this last weekend to go to a wedding reception and also to just hang it, it was a lot of fun, i got to see tricia and melissa and JW and jordan and matt, it was just wonderful. i had such a good time. It was weird being up there with out cass though and i decided she is one of the reasons why i love being in idaho so i was missing her a lot this weekend.

it was really nice to see matt, i talk to him a lot on the phone so it was good to be with him in person even though i feel like it is easier for me to talk to him over the phone it was still pleasant, he is pretty dang attractive but i am not going to worry about that for another six months since that is when i will see him next ahhhh.


well one exciting thing that happened over the weekend was that we started a fire in tricia's apartment it was pretty hilarious so here are some pictures anyhow i hope that everyones weekend was just spectacular

I am the most awkward person alive

funny how things have been going the past week i have run into two boys that i was infatuated with in the past. yesterday jamie and i went to the library. There we say Owen I of course turned into a giggling blushing mess who couldn't string an intelligent sentence together to save her life and he of course was hilarious and attractive. I keep going over it in my head and wanting ralph on someone gosh i am such an idiot. But for some reason or another he got my phone number from me before he left, i think he realizes the power he has over me and enjoys it because he just kept staring at me and i just kept giggling like a freaking idiot. not to mention the fact that jamie is completely unable to make small talk so there were plenty of awkward pauses to pass around. mreh

here it is

chris is in the front eric in the back then whitney and me!

A Night of Delicious Pranking!

so last night was BASICALLY the best time i have had all summer.

It started out by whit and i just chilling at her house playing with her kitten and watching Pleasantville, around 12 Chris called me (which was a little odd--maybe not odd, mostly i just didn't expect it) and said that he and his friend Eric were looking to cause a bit of trouble so we met up with them at the old high school and discussed some great pranking plans, at first we were just going to take some traffic cones and surround someone's car and then we were going to decorate this statue by a bank as we were discussing our options whit and i happened to tell them of the many items that we have left on Ziv's lawn and they decided that this was a good idea so chris went to go look for stuff in his house and whit and i went and got something to eat. When we returned chris looked very excited and he asked if Wal-mart was still open, this was confusing to me we drove to wal mart and proceeded to acquire a fish. Eric lives a convenient five houses away from ziv so as we re convened at his house the produced a table, lamp, fake flowers, a welcome home sign, and the crowning glory, a fish bowl. we thus proceeded to leave all these things on Ziv's lawn including the fish named Wingardium Leviosa. and it made me so stinking happy! isn't that awful?

ahhhh

we got a picture so i suppose that i will post that when i get it from chris but anyway it was an amazing night and so much fun, i hope that we can hang out with those boys more.