arg

stupid computer lost my post arg

this week has been good i have done a lot of playing and not much work i know shame on me. I only have seven days left of classes that is beautiful in my opinion.
This weekend Cass, Tyleen, Daniel and maybe matt are all going home so i will be by my lonesome again but it will be ok because then i can get a lot of work done. I want to finish my russian papers this week so i can go home for General Conference next weekend and not have to worry about them but i think it will be hard for me to motivate myself to do this.

i am pretty much giving up on the whole matt idea because 1. i don't think he would ever find me attractive and 2. if on the off chance he actually did what would be the point? we would kiss for two weeks and then i wouldn't see him for nine months not to mention it would probably make things awkward enough that it would destroy our friendship and then i couldn't hang out with all of them any more and it would suck. So basically for the first time ever i am going to be logical and just leave well enough alone. i am going to try as hard as i can to suppress any feelings i have for him and just be his friend.

alright well i best get to writing my paper.