Awkward

so basically i am here to tell you that i hate being in elevators with people. it is so awkward, you just stand there staring at the door with some random stranger...i have decided something needs to be done. I thought maybe i could try and talk to people but then they would think i was hitting on them or something so i decided that from now on when i enter an elevator i am going to pretend to talk on my cell phone to some one about some obscure topic so people who ride with me will be like what the crap, who is this girl. basically it is going to be awesome.

also i hate talking to the sales people, they try and joke around with me and stuff and generally i am all for that, i consider myself a fairly amiable person, but it just flusters me and makes me blush it is ridiculous and i don't know what to do to make it better and less nerve racking for myself. kind of silly. i just need to get over my shyness i guess.

alright i am done