by far the longest blogging hiatus

i don't know what has gotten into me...but i just don't feel like writing as of late.

work is going well, i have a little more responsibility so that has been nice, this month has gone by quick for me, before i know it i will be on my way to alaska!

last night was....interesting, for some reason i thought it would be a great plan to mesh my groups of friends so last night hans and whitney, jamie and jared, and celeste and megan all came over. It was just weird for one thing it is odd to have people i met in idaho not in idaho but at my house WEIRD! anyhow also i just felt pretty awkward about the whole thing, everyone else was fine, everyone got a long well but i just didn't know where to fit, i didn't know who to go and talk to it was just strange. Anyhow, we watched arrested development played uno and then went to the park to throw the frisbee around once that got interrupted by the coppers we went and just hung out on my driveway. everyone slowly went home and celeste and i ended up going to get slurpees at about 12:30. once i got in i tried calling jamie because i knew he would still be awake and i was a little wired. He didn't answer so i got online and started watching some prison break (woohoo!) and matt called and told me how they went shooting in the dark last night and almost got arrested (ridiculous). Jamie finally called me back and came and got me and he and jared and i just sat at his house playing truth or dare but mainly just talking about religion which was interesting.

weird thing about jamie, i am not attracted to him.

i mean he is a cute enough guy but i just don;t feel that way towards him and it is weird, i don't think i have ever made this much effort to get to know a guy who i wasn't romantically interested in. Maybe he exception is david but even then it started out with me having a crush on him.

today has been good i have just been reading i finally finished east of eden and started two more books Bermudez triangle by maureen johnson and in the lake of the woods by tim o'brien i finished the first this morning and only have a little bit left of the second. The next books on my list are the lord of the rings i know that is heinous that i have never read them but mreh. I am hoping to finish the first one before i go on the cruise and whilst on the cruise i will read the fountainhead.

i just realized how nerdified i am mreh
i am off to barnes and noble with jamie