arg

i saw and spoke with ziv for the first time since january this evening.

it is annoying how attractive i still find him

we didn't speak much i made an effort not to but even in the few moments we did arg i just bleh

tonight was fun i hung out with the library crew


minus elise and plus whitney

i always forget how much i enjoy their company they talk about real things tonight it was religion and wether smatter was a word

i keep wondering will i ever see him and not be attracted to him even after he hurt me so bad there is something arg