I have been slacking big time partially because i have been really really horrifically grumpy the past four days but i am feeling better.
my date was way awesome it was probably the coolest date i have been on but i just don't like him that way i have decided which stinks cause he is really nice but it just isn't there i am just not feeling it and that is fine right? this whole thing has made me not want to date i just get worked up about it i just get nervous and stupid and grumpy so i am just not going to deal with this anymore. English was really good today we all had to make up songs and sing them in front of the class i kind of chickened out and wrote a rap instead but i got some laughs so that was nice
the past couple of days i have been missing jacob a lot i see guys around and i think i am sure they are cool but they aren't as awesome as jacob i know i shouldn't do that its not very fair but i just miss him i want a replacement jacob i miss his friendship a lot but so it goes i guess
i feel like sleeping for a long time
alright i am off to read Tuesdays With Morrie
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