Thats right i am going paint balling in about an hour it will be grand. That is one really good thing about being friends with trcia is that we do some odd things that turn out to be awesome. So i have been hanging out with clint a ton lately actually ever since i saw him in the library that first week we have hung out pretty much every day. Clint is such a nice guy but he is weird. Last semester he was really uptight he would come to my apartment and we would be in the living room and he would talk to me but i kinda had to be put in wall breaking mode. I consider myself pretty good at getting people to open up to me and clint was no exception, last semester i had a minor infatuation with him and the past few weeks that has started up again. But he is confusing he does things that make me think maybe he likes me but they are so simple that i can't help but have some doubts. So two nights ago he was acting extra touchy and what not so after he left i got some counsel from my roommates who are gorgeous and could have any guy they want. it was fun to talk to them about it because sometimes i think that tricia and megan think i am silly when i talk to them about boys and that is ok i would rather us have more then just that to talk about. Anyhow so last night he was being weird like not really talking to me, wouldn't sit next to me on the couch etc. it is just really frustrating i feel like i did when david and whitney started dating. like i had made all this effort to get to know someone to help them be genuine around me and instead of strengthening our relationship it just gave him opportunities to become better friends with everyone else except me. I know that is selfish i know i shouldn't think like that i am happy that clint gets along so well with everyone else but i don;t know i just wish he would decide if he wanted something or not with this.
men bleh
so i went to a personal trainer on wednesday and next week i will be starting a program that involves weights three times a week and cardio five times a week it will be hard but i really want to lose some weight. I get to go home in two weeks and i am excited i think the fam is going to have a sci fi saturday. a couple of years ago we had a sci fi saturday we ate pizza and watched Dune and The Fifth Element. Later we had a Spy Movie Saturday and the an Alternate Reality Saturday basically it is just an excuse to eat pizza and watch movies as a family and it is so much fun. i love my family oh yes i do indeed ok i am going to go eat breakfast or something
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