no good

this day has gone steadily down hill.

i hurt Dakota's feelings at dinner i am angry with myself i cried for the first time this month

this was Ziv's blog today part of me hopes that some of this was ment for me.


Wednesday, February 22, 2006


one for the preps.
Current mood: Head..ACHE

so i figure since you are on my preferred list you won't be insulted to the degree of not reading my blogs anymore because i wanted to post this.. just to remind myself. i would make it private. but then everyone would bitch. I'm gonna bold a few just for my own reasons.

To every guy that regrets hurting her.*

To every guy who knows which girl he wants.

To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."*

To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."*

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.*

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.*

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.*

To every guy that cried in front of her.*

To every guy that she cried in front of.*

To every guy that holds hands with her.*

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.*

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.*

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.*

To every guy who would give their jacket up.*

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.*

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.*

To every guy that would give his seat up.*

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.*

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.*

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.*

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.*

To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.

To every guy that actually listened.*

To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.

TO EVERY GUY THAT PRAYS THAT SHE IS HAPPY EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT WITH HER.

This one is for you...

Not all girls appreciate nice guys. There's not many left out there.... (Ziv's Note.. those girls are just ho's or stupid.)

the ones with asterisks are the ones he bolded



bleck i feel nasty it is time for bed