well i am home and it is wonderful i got to see my uncle doug last night and james and karen came over james was nervous last night because he took the LSAT this morning i know he owned that test.
this morning i watched the first part of General Conference which was excellent and tonight i gte to see my uncle burt who is visiting from virginia WOOHOO! uncles all around hope everyone is well...
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Home again home again jiggety jig (or jog i suppose)
tomorrow i go home at 1:30 i had to turn tyler down which was sad because i really did want to go.
i got a strange urge to call ziv this evening i resisted of course sometimes i wonder what he is up to. a year ago this time he was all i could think about all i could write about he consumed me and the whole time trisha and megan were next door having fin without me stupid me stupid me. I do wonder what might have happened if we had never gotten together if i had listened to my mom in the first place would i still be here i don't know i don't like to dwell on it too much cause it makes me sad and there is nothing i can do now.
anyhow i am off and i will be writing from the beautiful state of utah next time around
i got a strange urge to call ziv this evening i resisted of course sometimes i wonder what he is up to. a year ago this time he was all i could think about all i could write about he consumed me and the whole time trisha and megan were next door having fin without me stupid me stupid me. I do wonder what might have happened if we had never gotten together if i had listened to my mom in the first place would i still be here i don't know i don't like to dwell on it too much cause it makes me sad and there is nothing i can do now.
anyhow i am off and i will be writing from the beautiful state of utah next time around
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
oh my goodness
ok i am saving the best for last here.
So me and trisha have been going to the gym every night at nine and last night as we were walking to the athletics building she asked me if I wanted to run the midnight 5k the school is putting on at the end of october. This is really scary for me even though it is only three miles that is still really intimidating to me i don;t think i have ever run three straight miles in my life so last night i did a mile and a half on the eliptical and a half mile on the tredmill and i was ok but i am scared and really excited to get ready for this thing. I never realized how much i love exercising i certainly have never enjoyed it this much before. it is such a good release and i always feel like three thousand times better after wards and i get really hyper and it is fun anyhow. I also signed up for a personal trainer last night so that way i can figure out how the weights and everything work but that isn't until like the 10th of october so yeah i am excited this will be good.
anyhow ok here is the big news
so i was at my computer reading blogs and what not and trisha and jane run in and trisha's like guess who called me?!?!?? and i was like uhhh and she was like Tyler! Tyler is who i went on my date with on friday he called trisha and got my number! so i guess he asked her if i had a good time and what not and then asked her if she thought i would like to do something with him on friday. so trisha told him we are going to utah on friday and he was like alright so anyhow they tell me all this and then leave and like two minutes later he calls me and asks me if i had a good time and i say yes and then he asks me what i am doing friday afternoon so i told him i have class till one and he said well do you want to go on a short date with me after class and i was like freaking out on the inside and i told him yes. But the only problem is that i don't know of we are leaving at three or at six on friday so i told him i would call and tell him when i found out and he said alright and if that doesn't work out we can just do it another time and i am pretty happy right now. I am so glad that he called trisha i was worried cause he didn't ask for my number and i didn't want to call him again if he wasn't interested and also i remember hearing somewhere that if a guy is interested he will make the effort to track you down or whatever so yeah AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i want to go to the gym right now i am freaking out.
i am so excited and nervous and bleh! i guess i will do some homework to try and get this out of my head deedle doo
So me and trisha have been going to the gym every night at nine and last night as we were walking to the athletics building she asked me if I wanted to run the midnight 5k the school is putting on at the end of october. This is really scary for me even though it is only three miles that is still really intimidating to me i don;t think i have ever run three straight miles in my life so last night i did a mile and a half on the eliptical and a half mile on the tredmill and i was ok but i am scared and really excited to get ready for this thing. I never realized how much i love exercising i certainly have never enjoyed it this much before. it is such a good release and i always feel like three thousand times better after wards and i get really hyper and it is fun anyhow. I also signed up for a personal trainer last night so that way i can figure out how the weights and everything work but that isn't until like the 10th of october so yeah i am excited this will be good.
anyhow ok here is the big news
so i was at my computer reading blogs and what not and trisha and jane run in and trisha's like guess who called me?!?!?? and i was like uhhh and she was like Tyler! Tyler is who i went on my date with on friday he called trisha and got my number! so i guess he asked her if i had a good time and what not and then asked her if she thought i would like to do something with him on friday. so trisha told him we are going to utah on friday and he was like alright so anyhow they tell me all this and then leave and like two minutes later he calls me and asks me if i had a good time and i say yes and then he asks me what i am doing friday afternoon so i told him i have class till one and he said well do you want to go on a short date with me after class and i was like freaking out on the inside and i told him yes. But the only problem is that i don't know of we are leaving at three or at six on friday so i told him i would call and tell him when i found out and he said alright and if that doesn't work out we can just do it another time and i am pretty happy right now. I am so glad that he called trisha i was worried cause he didn't ask for my number and i didn't want to call him again if he wasn't interested and also i remember hearing somewhere that if a guy is interested he will make the effort to track you down or whatever so yeah AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i want to go to the gym right now i am freaking out.
i am so excited and nervous and bleh! i guess i will do some homework to try and get this out of my head deedle doo
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
bleh
The date was so much fun he is a really really really nice guy but it wasn't like i don't know there just wasn't anything there. I am not just dismissing this though if he asked me out again i would go. i just i don't know i keep thinking about the first night i met jacob and how immediately we connected and i know that was different and that a first date is awkward and inhibiting and i certainly wasn't exactly myself i don't know.
tonight was fun i chilled with clint one of my guy friends from last year who is here just for fall semester before he goes on his mission so that was cool he is a really awesome kid really funny and what not.
this weekend has been good in fact the whole week has been good i went to the gym four times and had a flag football game today so i am feeling good about dieting and what not ok i am tired it is 2:30 after all bleh good night all
tonight was fun i chilled with clint one of my guy friends from last year who is here just for fall semester before he goes on his mission so that was cool he is a really awesome kid really funny and what not.
this weekend has been good in fact the whole week has been good i went to the gym four times and had a flag football game today so i am feeling good about dieting and what not ok i am tired it is 2:30 after all bleh good night all
Friday, September 22, 2006
I can't begin to express how much i love fridays
as mentioned above i love fridays why you may ask?? is it because i have a date tonight, certainly not! is it because i only have one class and it starts at noon? you better believe it!!
last night i went to bed at 11 and i got up at 10 this morning i don't know what my deal is apparently i was very tired.
I am hecka nervous about this date tonight I trust trisha's judgement but it is still really frightening to me but anyhow here is the plan the girls are going to make dinner for the guys----tortellini with french bread and maybe a salad after we are going on a picture scavenger hunt which will be fun after we will play games and go get some ice cream or something. hopefully he will have fun and hopefully jane will find a date. AHHHHHHHHHH wish me luck
last night i went to bed at 11 and i got up at 10 this morning i don't know what my deal is apparently i was very tired.
I am hecka nervous about this date tonight I trust trisha's judgement but it is still really frightening to me but anyhow here is the plan the girls are going to make dinner for the guys----tortellini with french bread and maybe a salad after we are going on a picture scavenger hunt which will be fun after we will play games and go get some ice cream or something. hopefully he will have fun and hopefully jane will find a date. AHHHHHHHHHH wish me luck
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Wherein much music is discussed and recieved 9/19
I wrote this yesterday and forgot to post:
I had a pretty dang good day today i will be completely honest with you. i got a little sad around two because going to devotional without jacob is still kind of weird for me and then there were all these couples and i almost cried but then i went home and took a nap and i was fine. So i went to Talent and Exploration board today and it was good the director asked me to be the "manager" over all things literary and that made me happy. as i was walking home i saw my FHE brother Eric who i knew likes music and since i got griff's dvd's (three of them full of spectacular music) and what not i was excited so i went to his apartment and we chatted about music then his roommate that i may or may not have a small infatuation with come home and we talked about music and he is really cute and it made me happy. me and tricia went to the gym which was good and afterwards we went over to this guy's apartment that hasa banjo and he let me play it and it was magical. so today was awesome and i hope everyone else ha da good day too!
I had a pretty dang good day today i will be completely honest with you. i got a little sad around two because going to devotional without jacob is still kind of weird for me and then there were all these couples and i almost cried but then i went home and took a nap and i was fine. So i went to Talent and Exploration board today and it was good the director asked me to be the "manager" over all things literary and that made me happy. as i was walking home i saw my FHE brother Eric who i knew likes music and since i got griff's dvd's (three of them full of spectacular music) and what not i was excited so i went to his apartment and we chatted about music then his roommate that i may or may not have a small infatuation with come home and we talked about music and he is really cute and it made me happy. me and tricia went to the gym which was good and afterwards we went over to this guy's apartment that hasa banjo and he let me play it and it was magical. so today was awesome and i hope everyone else ha da good day too!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
The Pranking Continues
my dear blogging pals i am not sure if you are ready for this. make sure you are securely in your chairs and that your bladder is empty.
we put a bowling ball in their toilet.
Not just any old bowling ball, one with the holes plugged and covered in crisco so it is nice and slimy and they have a really difficult time getting it out oh yes oh yes tricia is a genius. It was hilarious
I think i am getting sick.
This evening we went to a demolition derby it was absolutely hilarious and so much fun.
So last semester tricia and jane and whitney said they had a guy they wanted to set me up with, because it was the end of the semester we decided to wait until we came back to school. So on thursday trica called tyler and today he agreed to go on a date with me on friday, I am really nervous about this i feel like this is it this is my chance to have some sort of relationship and i know that that is ridiculous but that is how i feel I just want this to work out so badly and i know that the chances of that are slim because after all it is a blind date
we put a bowling ball in their toilet.
Not just any old bowling ball, one with the holes plugged and covered in crisco so it is nice and slimy and they have a really difficult time getting it out oh yes oh yes tricia is a genius. It was hilarious
I think i am getting sick.
This evening we went to a demolition derby it was absolutely hilarious and so much fun.
So last semester tricia and jane and whitney said they had a guy they wanted to set me up with, because it was the end of the semester we decided to wait until we came back to school. So on thursday trica called tyler and today he agreed to go on a date with me on friday, I am really nervous about this i feel like this is it this is my chance to have some sort of relationship and i know that that is ridiculous but that is how i feel I just want this to work out so badly and i know that the chances of that are slim because after all it is a blind date
Thursday, September 14, 2006
I love Tricia
she is just the best
today has been weird i have been doing a lot of thinking that has made me sad but happy like something you don't want to hear but you know you need to.
I am in this crazy english class. It is too hard to really explain what is going on but it is good and it is going to help me a lot i think with the whole learning process my teacher is awesome.
Tonight i went to a Stake activity for like ten minutes long enough for a chat with the bishop and giving mary a hug. After that me and Tricia went to her work party it was fun ish after we went to all a dollar to find some cheep sunless tanning lotion. Tricia has been pranking.
My housing complex is adjacent to a boys apartment complex and one of the apartments has a "Ladies Wanted apply inside" sign on it and a sign up sheet on their front door for girls to leave their names and phone numbers. Obviously these boys need to be taken down a notch or two so last weekend tricia and megan saran wrapped their door and put a bunch of torn up newspaper in between the door and the saran wrap so when they opened the door it all went in their apartment in retaliation the boys went into tricia's apartment and turned everything upside down; the couch the tv the microwave all the tables cereal boxes everything.
here is the plan tricia is in the nursing program so she is going to get into her scrubs and put the tanning lotion in a regular lotion bottle and tell the boys that she has to get pulses/blood pressure and give them facial massages and of course make patterns on their faces and then they will look like massive dorks and it will be hilarious
on saturday we are going to yellow stone it is supposed to be really pretty this time of year so i am excited i hope it doesn't fall through.
farewell
today has been weird i have been doing a lot of thinking that has made me sad but happy like something you don't want to hear but you know you need to.
I am in this crazy english class. It is too hard to really explain what is going on but it is good and it is going to help me a lot i think with the whole learning process my teacher is awesome.
Tonight i went to a Stake activity for like ten minutes long enough for a chat with the bishop and giving mary a hug. After that me and Tricia went to her work party it was fun ish after we went to all a dollar to find some cheep sunless tanning lotion. Tricia has been pranking.
My housing complex is adjacent to a boys apartment complex and one of the apartments has a "Ladies Wanted apply inside" sign on it and a sign up sheet on their front door for girls to leave their names and phone numbers. Obviously these boys need to be taken down a notch or two so last weekend tricia and megan saran wrapped their door and put a bunch of torn up newspaper in between the door and the saran wrap so when they opened the door it all went in their apartment in retaliation the boys went into tricia's apartment and turned everything upside down; the couch the tv the microwave all the tables cereal boxes everything.
here is the plan tricia is in the nursing program so she is going to get into her scrubs and put the tanning lotion in a regular lotion bottle and tell the boys that she has to get pulses/blood pressure and give them facial massages and of course make patterns on their faces and then they will look like massive dorks and it will be hilarious
on saturday we are going to yellow stone it is supposed to be really pretty this time of year so i am excited i hope it doesn't fall through.
farewell
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Everything has gone so smoothly
and now here i am in the library my assignment all finished and i can't get it onto web share so i can print it ARG!! Don't worry i am not freaking out yet i still have 50 minutes till class so send a little prayer my way if you are feeling religious and read this anytime before 11
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
what better way to procrastinate then to write a blog
I have to do this assignment for english that i am just really not in the mood for i am extraordinarily nervous about it so here i am.
Trisha talked to her boyfriend for the last time this evening so she is awfully sad which makes me awfully sad but cassidy is happy because nick her boyfriend came up to surprise her! so that is good anyhow. I had my first meeting for book club this evening we are all still organizing it is interesting here is how activities department goes: director-->Coordinator(2, performance and visual art)-->managers-->instructors because book club doesn't fall under wither performance or visual arts i am kind of on my own which doesn't bother me a bit in fact i like it this way this way i am both manager and instructor I HAVE TOTAL CONTROL BWHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH anyhow i picked a book for october: The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro so that will be good and six people (SIX PEOPLE!!!) emailed me about wanting to join which is more then we ever had last year i am so excited, my only problem is we only have two copies of the book around so i gotta fix that. I am thinking next month we will read Ex Libris by Ann Fadiman cause it is freaking awesome but i doubt they will have that at the library so we will see i suppose
this is a tribute to el suzo cause she is neat
me and my sister have this odd obsession with cheesy teen novels from the 80's ellen conford is a writer of many such books including Dear Lovey Heart, I am Desperate and If This is Love I'll Take Spaghetti both very wonderful novels and to answer your question el suzo i some how have missed the jenny archer books i will have to see if i can find them around.
so that is where my ridiculous "pen name"(?) came from and what not it just reminds me of my sis and that makes me happy
me and mary made a wager today if i don't get a date this semester she has to pay for me to goto a local show and if i do then i have to pay for her
we decided to make things a little more interesting if i don't get kissed this semester she owes me dinner and etc.
i am totally going to win hurray free stuff and no love for me!!!
Today i saw Hannah and Nate from my math group last semester it was good to see them they are so funny! i wish we could like hang out or something but i think it would be mightily awkward mrehhhhhhhhhh
i need to meet some guys not even attractive guys just some guys to be my friend there is too much estrogen up in here
farewell all and happy blogging
Trisha talked to her boyfriend for the last time this evening so she is awfully sad which makes me awfully sad but cassidy is happy because nick her boyfriend came up to surprise her! so that is good anyhow. I had my first meeting for book club this evening we are all still organizing it is interesting here is how activities department goes: director-->Coordinator(2, performance and visual art)-->managers-->instructors because book club doesn't fall under wither performance or visual arts i am kind of on my own which doesn't bother me a bit in fact i like it this way this way i am both manager and instructor I HAVE TOTAL CONTROL BWHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH anyhow i picked a book for october: The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro so that will be good and six people (SIX PEOPLE!!!) emailed me about wanting to join which is more then we ever had last year i am so excited, my only problem is we only have two copies of the book around so i gotta fix that. I am thinking next month we will read Ex Libris by Ann Fadiman cause it is freaking awesome but i doubt they will have that at the library so we will see i suppose
this is a tribute to el suzo cause she is neat
me and my sister have this odd obsession with cheesy teen novels from the 80's ellen conford is a writer of many such books including Dear Lovey Heart, I am Desperate and If This is Love I'll Take Spaghetti both very wonderful novels and to answer your question el suzo i some how have missed the jenny archer books i will have to see if i can find them around.
so that is where my ridiculous "pen name"(?) came from and what not it just reminds me of my sis and that makes me happy
me and mary made a wager today if i don't get a date this semester she has to pay for me to goto a local show and if i do then i have to pay for her
we decided to make things a little more interesting if i don't get kissed this semester she owes me dinner and etc.
i am totally going to win hurray free stuff and no love for me!!!
Today i saw Hannah and Nate from my math group last semester it was good to see them they are so funny! i wish we could like hang out or something but i think it would be mightily awkward mrehhhhhhhhhh
i need to meet some guys not even attractive guys just some guys to be my friend there is too much estrogen up in here
farewell all and happy blogging
Monday, September 11, 2006
It is finished
done. he is gone. my big brother is married and happily honeymooning. i cried far too much this weekend. it was beautiful though and i felt really pretty and james is so happy and i am happy for him. it will just be weird everything will be different next time i go home. Thank heavens trisha was a round when i got back to rexburg she was able to communicate everything i was feeling she understands so well thank heavens.
Today i felt invisible. Just like i wasn't there to anyone. in my english class i was sitting there the TA was handing back papers he stood in front of me and yelled my name and kind of looked around that is how i felt today i just wanted scream i am right here hello!!! pay attention to me notice me! mreh
my chia pet is sprouting and that make me happy
Today i felt invisible. Just like i wasn't there to anyone. in my english class i was sitting there the TA was handing back papers he stood in front of me and yelled my name and kind of looked around that is how i felt today i just wanted scream i am right here hello!!! pay attention to me notice me! mreh
my chia pet is sprouting and that make me happy
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
delayed post
Mreh
Tricia’s sad Cass is sad I wish I could fix things for them but it is out of my hands I guess.
Today was my first day of class I am pretty excited about next semester today I had photo young adult literature and book of mormon it will be grand president clark gave the best talk ever along with his wife for devotional today it made me want to improve so much I am glad I could hear it.
I am feeling weird about my young adult literature class all of a sudden I am not the only one who likes to read I just feel like I don’t know regular I guess just not special any more it is weird.
I got to see Kilean and Christine this evening I think they were disappointed by me when I am with them I feel kind of like I have to perform I suppose this is how Andrew feels most of the time and that makes me sad
Tricia’s sad Cass is sad I wish I could fix things for them but it is out of my hands I guess.
Today was my first day of class I am pretty excited about next semester today I had photo young adult literature and book of mormon it will be grand president clark gave the best talk ever along with his wife for devotional today it made me want to improve so much I am glad I could hear it.
I am feeling weird about my young adult literature class all of a sudden I am not the only one who likes to read I just feel like I don’t know regular I guess just not special any more it is weird.
I got to see Kilean and Christine this evening I think they were disappointed by me when I am with them I feel kind of like I have to perform I suppose this is how Andrew feels most of the time and that makes me sad
Sunday, September 03, 2006
ahaha
i have a post i have all written out but i won't do that till thelma gets all powered up again i hope everything is grand in the blogging world and i will return sometime tomorrow
Saturday, September 02, 2006
and here i am
got in about 10:30 yesterday got unpacked and what not i didn't meet my room roommate till about six her name is stephanie she is really nice but we are very different . i conviniently left the bag with my poercord for my conp my cell phone charger all my new school clothes and my makeup at home so trisha is bringing it up on monday
last night i went and walked up and around bymy old dorm and through the taylor quad being all nostalgic and what not it was nice i miss jacob
last night i went and walked up and around bymy old dorm and through the taylor quad being all nostalgic and what not it was nice i miss jacob
Thursday, August 31, 2006
off we go
i just talked to griff and it is going to be horribly lonely without him up there i guess i am ready i cleaned my room up a bit i am all packed and everything except for some wash i need to do so yeah i suppose this is it next time i write i will be in the loveliest of lovely Rexburg Idaho
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
packing and more packing
today has been nice i hung out with taylor from byu-i it was good to see him i am basically all packed up my clothes for the most part are all done i am getting nervous and a little sad to be leaving my home again i am really excited to see everyone and to be learning again but i will just miss the family a lot i am coming to the realization that after this next week things will never be the same in my household jamesie will be gone diana is gone it will just be me and andrew and then next summer just me and my parents it is hard to get my mind around it, it will be so odd.
Monday, August 28, 2006
excuse my lack of posting
i got caught up in my last week of work
the date was a lot more fun then i thought it would be
chris is a good kid
my last day of work was good my boss gave me this humongous thing of flowers and i took pictures of everyone that i will hopefully be posting soon last night i stayed at dia's place downtown it was fun i read my book and we watched fifty first dates it was a very pleasant evening i hope she can come visit me in idaho that would be sweet i should probably be doing something productive like packing or buying dishes or something but today i am just relaxing for a while i have decided i suppose i will do something today mreh alright i am out this week is kind of looking a bit not fun
the date was a lot more fun then i thought it would be
chris is a good kid
my last day of work was good my boss gave me this humongous thing of flowers and i took pictures of everyone that i will hopefully be posting soon last night i stayed at dia's place downtown it was fun i read my book and we watched fifty first dates it was a very pleasant evening i hope she can come visit me in idaho that would be sweet i should probably be doing something productive like packing or buying dishes or something but today i am just relaxing for a while i have decided i suppose i will do something today mreh alright i am out this week is kind of looking a bit not fun
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