Dakota

I think Dakota is possibly the most interesting person I have met up here and probably the one who i most respect. This evening he came over to study for biology for the first time Dakota talked to me about a girl. dakota is confusing, he wants action or does he? I don't know he makes it seem that he wouldn't mind a relationship with this girl despite the situation. Odd boy anyhow Whats up with the guys talking to me about girls as of late? i just don't know. this post is pointless everything i have said for the past few days has been complaining i do realize that. i probably won't post half as much when i get home because the parents turn the internet off at 11:30 but who knows i leave friday i can't wait to take my bio test it will be a fierce one Professor Eastman called me at home today it was weird i like her she is nice i wish i could be her friend instead of her student but i am not sure if that is allowed. i have read a lot of blogs and to tell you the truth none of them are like mine they are interesting and funny and not stupid and whiny it makes me want to change but at the same time i don't because this is my outlet when i am pissed or sad or happy this is where i come it is like my substitute whitney and charles it makes me want to cry i wish i had a closer a friend up here so i didn't have to live my life through the friggin internet

I am excited to go home to people who actually know me. On the 27th i will be seeing charles for the first time in months i will be expecting good mojo thrown my way by the the lovely people of blogger.com

That made me think about dear david i am going to miss him a lot even though we aren't as close anymore i still feel i don't know attached to him? i am not sure what it is but i care about that boy an awful lot i worry about him going to a foreign coutry not know ing the language all that jazz he is a big boy i am sure he will be all right i just can't help but worry what if he gets mugged or something and he can't clal home what if he gets sick and no one is there to take care of him, it makes me think of when he got his wisdom teeth out he was so funny that day so sleepy and the hook "you can't get past the hook" i will miss him much and i ache for my dear whitney and what she is up against in the next few months i wish i could be there with her " a growing experience" i guess it will be that was my mantra the first weeks of college and one of the last things my mom said to me before she left grr stupid blog i haven't cried in what seems like ages at least i will sleep well tonight.

I can't wait to see my family again. my siblings are truly the greatest people on earth, spend ten minutes with us and i can guarentee that they will have you laughing you couldn't find people nicer, smarter and as kind as in my family i am so glad that we are close and that i can talk to them about crap they sometimes wouldn't care to hear and that i can count on them for support and love even in the middle of finals week ahh i miss my home so badly grr three more days and i am there.
feels good to unload and i am sufficiently ready for bed. so good night

PS i wish i had a picture of my whole family but alas i don't i suppose i will fix that when i go home
oh yes and just so everyone knows what i was really going to write about tonight was how i want to live in maine and how i think jews are hot, silly dakota messed everything up!