The Sickness

so it it official i have a cold a bad one, head feels like its going to explode cough so hard my body shakes nose plugged back/shoulders/neck sore from coughing voice one octave lower etc. i am not to happy about this cold five days before my first final but that is a lie i took my first final today i got an 86% on it i am quite content with this score all things considering. man i feel like crap i wish i culd sleep i tried to at about quarter to 11 and had no luck so i took a bath and tried again and no luck so here i am feeling like crap exhausted but unable to sleep i suppose i could do something productive like study but what fin would that be besides i think my head would explode. There sure are a lot of nice looking men on this campus maybe i am going crazy i saw sam today as i headed to the library it threw me off and i think he was a little weirded out too. it is odd because up until this point i haven't really been attracted to anyone here except jacob and that was fleeting well i guess there is cafeteria boy too but yeah all the sudden attractive men are popping up out of nowhere ok i am going to go take some freaking nyquil i sure hope it works

ps we passed clean checks thank heavens