Hmmm

So i was thinking about a comment that was made on the previous post by phil (check out his blog it is really good) I suppose that tomy family and my friends would say that i am outgoing but in high school i think that i definitely was known for being on the quieter side i think that i have outgrown it somewhat being in college and all but i still can't talk to boys and i don't generally speak in class because professors scare me but meh.

So i was thinking about writing today and i realized that i was censoring myself because of the people i know who read this but i decided i am going to continue writing in this like it is a secret blog and hopefully the people i love who read this won't think too less of me

ok this is mean i am warning you

so i was sitting there playing snood on my computer i love snood i really do so tiffany was there watching me and she was like can i play? so I have my computer i am in the middle of a game what do i say? i can't say no that is ridiculous but i did not want to say yes i wanted to play snood dangit selfish i know it just bothers me when i am in the middle of doing something and she asks for my computer isn't it obvious that i am using it ? GRR even if it is doing something insignificant like checking blogs still there are three other computers in this apartment WITH NO ONE ON THEM logic is great. ok so that is my rant for now

Matt Ho is here i think he hates me he just seems annoyed like i am some crappy music underling and alli is some all-knowing music goddess just because she listens to incubus and never listens to any pop who gives a friggin crap if i have kelly clarkson on my ipod deal with it maybe i do like dashboard ya wanna go ? grr stupid musical elitists i should just go to bed it is proabbaly just cause i feel like crap and ryan didn't come and that is dissappointing and i am pretty sure he wants alli to so i should probably not get my hopes up grrr maybe i should just climb into a box and never leave so as to prevent any male from having to experience me having a crush on them i might as well just for go talking to boys and introduce them to alli so she can seduce them with her crazy eye make up and stupid holy jeans sorry i am done




jacob and his friend miles came over tonight i plucked their eyebrows in other news jacob kissed his first girl a couple of weeks ago she is going to beauty school and currently FAILING IT yes failing beauty school kudos to you jacob miles and me had "girl talk" he wants to hold this girls hand blah blah blah tiffany gave him awful advice but his eyebrows look good.