Today i had my first session with Geoff this year. It was nice i have missed talking to him. mostly we just talked about my "goals" for the year etc. I forget how much perspective he gives my life. While i was talking to him about the events of christmas break i realized how stupid it all was and how childish i have been acting i really truly do attempt to stay out of drama but i just kept causing it for myself which is ridiculous. I honestly think part of it was just trying to stop thinking about tim all the time. and it is true now that i am away from everything i think about him more and miss him more. mreh i am glad tomorrow is friday.