Best Day Ever

So basically my weekend was amazing it was so nice to just stay home with my parents and just hang out on saturday andrew went to a halloween dance at the high school and afterward at like one brikaeli came over to chat with me when ended up staying up till like five in the morning talking and driving around it was exactly what i needed. On sunday preston's little brother spencer was visiting from college so i got to just sit and talk with him and Briki instead of going to sunday school it was wonderful he said he is thinking about visiting rexburg soon and that is exciting for me. Sunday afternoon the whole fam came over for dinner it was awesome i love my family so much we talked about the cruise to Alaska we are taking in june it will be absolutely fantastic.

today has been so good i went to aerobics and my english class was cancelled today so i have been hanging out with tricia and working on my paper (which is almost finished) all day it has been so pleasant the perfect day after such a good weekend i hope everyone is well !!

ah home

i apologize for my lack of posting this week the last couple of weeks have been crazy at school with midterms and what not and of course because of the stress i have a cold but luckily i am home so my mommy can take care of me. Today my sister got her Vegas Nerve Stimulator she is out of surgery and doing well i am excited for her if it works she will be able to have a baby soon ish and she really wants that. My sister is one of the bravest and strongest people i know she has struggled with health problems for so long and it seems like she is finally getting a break i am so happy for her.

I plan on doing a lot of sleeping and homework this weekend it will be grand.

last night was so much fun we watched Nacho Libre (which wasn't spectacular) and then had a tickle/pillow fight it was so much fun I am glad Landin is going to be here next semester i don't know if i could deal with both he and Clint leaving it would make me so sad.

i hope everyone has a good weekend

lovely

so yesterday Cassidy, Vanessa, Landin, and I went to Reed's Dairy then we went shopping and then to dinner it was quite enjoyable. after that we watched The Office into the wee hours of the morning it was wonderful.

so interesting situation we have got here. quite juvenile but interesting let me explain Vanessa likes Landin, Landin likes cassidy cassidy of course loves nick who is on a mission. I like clint clint likes who the crap knows and Jane also likes clint. Having only two guy friends can be problematic at times and funny very very funny

it scares me how much i miss clint this weekend it is just weird without him mreh

Bored out of my mind

this afternoon has been SLOW i took a nap ate some lunch and watched tv and i am about ready to scream i am so bored i can't even call clint to see if he wants to hang out because he has gone on a hunting trip until tuesday bleh that is all i have to say today has been marginally good last night was super fun Cass, Vanessa, and I stayed up talking till around two which was fun it reminded me of last year. I probably should have gone and worked out this afternoon but cassidy said she wanted to come with me tonight so meh. deedle doo ok i guess i will go be productive or something

ah yes

tonight was so great i went to this amazing poetry workshop (we wrote haikus ) then i studied a bit found out that i got a B on my Golding assignment (pretty happy about that ) chilled in taylor chapel a while which is my favorite thing ever and then i got to hang out with clint. I am starting to develop some major feelings towards this kid. plus he hasn't shaved in a few days and frankly that is pretty hot.
i don;t know what is up with me this semester i am boy CRAZY it ridiculous anyhow tonight was way fun and i hope everyone is doing great

bleh?????????????????

Last night was amazingly fun. I went to the ward party and got asked to dance by a certain FHE brother who happens to be very attractive afterwards Clint and I went on a walk very pleasant indeed!! WOOOHOO that is all i have to say today when i woke up it was 23 stinking degrees outside!! isn't that ridiculous ok i am off to read Thinking as a Hobby for the thousandth time (not exaggerating here i promise)

oops

so i am supposed to be in photo right now but i couldn't will myself to go i feel slightly justified because i haven't missed a single class this semester and i just need some time today.

So saturday night all of us went to see Step Up at the dollar theaters and i was really jittery before hand so clint and I went on a walk and ew just talked about stuff that was bugging him and stiff that was bugging me it was so nice to do that to be able to talk to someone that way. On Sunday night at around 11 we met up and wandered around some more I had just finished having an argument of sorts with megan dear and i was pretty worked up so he let me vent and we talked about him going into the army and why he wanted to and all sorts of things. some times i can't help think how absurdly similar to david he is. maybe that is why i like him so much. So last night i was a little depressed and homesick and everyone was bugging me and he kept asking me what was wrong and i just kind of shrugged him off. after a little bit of hanging out with tricia and megan i felt a lot better so i went and hung out with them all and he was being weird and quiet. So i was talking to him and he said lets go on a walk and so we did and we talked about everything and then we JUMPED IN A GIANT PUDDLE it was so much fun! we took our shoes and socks off because he didn't want to get his shoes wet and it was freezing cold but so much fun I really wish he wasn't going on his mission so soon i am going to miss him so much oh well anyhow there is my clint saga thus far. I care about that boy a lot and i wish that there was time enough to pursue this more.

I am excited tonight is the ward party we are dressing up as the spice girls I am going to be baby spice woot!!

a Semester (well about half of it) in Pictures

Tricia and I at the spirit relay

Tricia and I paint balling

Clint and Landin paint balling (Clint with the bandana Landin with the curly hair)

A Semester (well about half of it) in Pictures

Chocolate Frosting Fight with tricia

After frolicking in the rain

All of us paint balling

A Semester (well about half of it) in Pictures

The GYM!!!

A Demolition Derby of sorts

A Stolen Couch (part of the pranking)

A Saturday of Paintballing

Thats right i am going paint balling in about an hour it will be grand. That is one really good thing about being friends with trcia is that we do some odd things that turn out to be awesome. So i have been hanging out with clint a ton lately actually ever since i saw him in the library that first week we have hung out pretty much every day. Clint is such a nice guy but he is weird. Last semester he was really uptight he would come to my apartment and we would be in the living room and he would talk to me but i kinda had to be put in wall breaking mode. I consider myself pretty good at getting people to open up to me and clint was no exception, last semester i had a minor infatuation with him and the past few weeks that has started up again. But he is confusing he does things that make me think maybe he likes me but they are so simple that i can't help but have some doubts. So two nights ago he was acting extra touchy and what not so after he left i got some counsel from my roommates who are gorgeous and could have any guy they want. it was fun to talk to them about it because sometimes i think that tricia and megan think i am silly when i talk to them about boys and that is ok i would rather us have more then just that to talk about. Anyhow so last night he was being weird like not really talking to me, wouldn't sit next to me on the couch etc. it is just really frustrating i feel like i did when david and whitney started dating. like i had made all this effort to get to know someone to help them be genuine around me and instead of strengthening our relationship it just gave him opportunities to become better friends with everyone else except me. I know that is selfish i know i shouldn't think like that i am happy that clint gets along so well with everyone else but i don;t know i just wish he would decide if he wanted something or not with this.

men bleh

so i went to a personal trainer on wednesday and next week i will be starting a program that involves weights three times a week and cardio five times a week it will be hard but i really want to lose some weight. I get to go home in two weeks and i am excited i think the fam is going to have a sci fi saturday. a couple of years ago we had a sci fi saturday we ate pizza and watched Dune and The Fifth Element. Later we had a Spy Movie Saturday and the an Alternate Reality Saturday basically it is just an excuse to eat pizza and watch movies as a family and it is so much fun. i love my family oh yes i do indeed ok i am going to go eat breakfast or something

It's Been a Year

i almost just went to bed but then i remembered it has been a year today that i have had this blog so thanks to the few readers out there i appreciate your comments and what not it has been everything i hoped for ;) have a nice evening everyone and a productive wednesday

Thoughts While On the Treadmill:

Jeff Gordon looks like a turtle.

I am an awful blogger

I have been slacking big time partially because i have been really really horrifically grumpy the past four days but i am feeling better.

my date was way awesome it was probably the coolest date i have been on but i just don't like him that way i have decided which stinks cause he is really nice but it just isn't there i am just not feeling it and that is fine right? this whole thing has made me not want to date i just get worked up about it i just get nervous and stupid and grumpy so i am just not going to deal with this anymore. English was really good today we all had to make up songs and sing them in front of the class i kind of chickened out and wrote a rap instead but i got some laughs so that was nice

the past couple of days i have been missing jacob a lot i see guys around and i think i am sure they are cool but they aren't as awesome as jacob i know i shouldn't do that its not very fair but i just miss him i want a replacement jacob i miss his friendship a lot but so it goes i guess

i feel like sleeping for a long time

alright i am off to read Tuesdays With Morrie

More than a little awkward

sitting in thelibrary writing this but oh well i guess beggars can't be choosers and since my lovely apartment complex's internet is being sketchy that is what i am.

so quick update
i got an email from dakota he is in germany and loving it!!

I am going on a date with tyler tomorrow at noon i am excited/nervous

the first meeting of book club was last night and nobody showed up that was depressing but then we went adn saw The Gaurdian and it was really good so that made last night semi crappy but not completely ok i am getting really uncomfortable now so i am out hopefully the internet will be back soon and i can continue my blogging ways

mmhmm

well i am home and it is wonderful i got to see my uncle doug last night and james and karen came over james was nervous last night because he took the LSAT this morning i know he owned that test.

this morning i watched the first part of General Conference which was excellent and tonight i gte to see my uncle burt who is visiting from virginia WOOHOO! uncles all around hope everyone is well...

aha

i am so proud of david

Home again home again jiggety jig (or jog i suppose)

tomorrow i go home at 1:30 i had to turn tyler down which was sad because i really did want to go.



i got a strange urge to call ziv this evening i resisted of course sometimes i wonder what he is up to. a year ago this time he was all i could think about all i could write about he consumed me and the whole time trisha and megan were next door having fin without me stupid me stupid me. I do wonder what might have happened if we had never gotten together if i had listened to my mom in the first place would i still be here i don't know i don't like to dwell on it too much cause it makes me sad and there is nothing i can do now.


anyhow i am off and i will be writing from the beautiful state of utah next time around

oh my goodness

ok i am saving the best for last here.

So me and trisha have been going to the gym every night at nine and last night as we were walking to the athletics building she asked me if I wanted to run the midnight 5k the school is putting on at the end of october. This is really scary for me even though it is only three miles that is still really intimidating to me i don;t think i have ever run three straight miles in my life so last night i did a mile and a half on the eliptical and a half mile on the tredmill and i was ok but i am scared and really excited to get ready for this thing. I never realized how much i love exercising i certainly have never enjoyed it this much before. it is such a good release and i always feel like three thousand times better after wards and i get really hyper and it is fun anyhow. I also signed up for a personal trainer last night so that way i can figure out how the weights and everything work but that isn't until like the 10th of october so yeah i am excited this will be good.


anyhow ok here is the big news

so i was at my computer reading blogs and what not and trisha and jane run in and trisha's like guess who called me?!?!?? and i was like uhhh and she was like Tyler! Tyler is who i went on my date with on friday he called trisha and got my number! so i guess he asked her if i had a good time and what not and then asked her if she thought i would like to do something with him on friday. so trisha told him we are going to utah on friday and he was like alright so anyhow they tell me all this and then leave and like two minutes later he calls me and asks me if i had a good time and i say yes and then he asks me what i am doing friday afternoon so i told him i have class till one and he said well do you want to go on a short date with me after class and i was like freaking out on the inside and i told him yes. But the only problem is that i don't know of we are leaving at three or at six on friday so i told him i would call and tell him when i found out and he said alright and if that doesn't work out we can just do it another time and i am pretty happy right now. I am so glad that he called trisha i was worried cause he didn't ask for my number and i didn't want to call him again if he wasn't interested and also i remember hearing somewhere that if a guy is interested he will make the effort to track you down or whatever so yeah AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i want to go to the gym right now i am freaking out.

i am so excited and nervous and bleh! i guess i will do some homework to try and get this out of my head deedle doo

Its Been

a really really really crummy day