awkward

my life is a series of awkward events

many times people have told me "it is only awkward if you make it awkward"

reguardless of what they say going on a date to church, thats right CHURCH, is awkward and would be awkward even if i popped some valium before hand

who asks someone on a date to church anyhow what a crappy date i got to church every fling flanging week probbaly the most awkward point of all was when he asked me if he could go to relief society with me what the crap.

don't get me wrong joseph is a nice guy i am just not interested in him and i am pretty sure he isn't interested in me SO WHY DID HAVE TO GO AND MAKE EVERYTHING ALL WEIRD AND ASK ME ON A DATE TO CHURCH!?!?!?!??!!!?