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i am officially sick last night i wasn't feeling the greatest my head ached and my body hurt but not as bad as it does today so i didn't go to class this morning and slept til about twelve i just feel really weak and icky.

book club was last night it was quite good as i mentioned earlier we read franny and zooey which was good but not as good as catcher in the rye, one quite that i really enjoyed from the book was something fanny said: "I'm sick of not having the courage to be an absolute nobody." what a statement we had such a good discussion dave started talking about how he was a hipster and how it doesn't even really matter how yeah he has thick rimmed glasses and retro sweaters but that doesn't make him a better person, so what if he likes certain bands so what if he carries a messenger bag it doesn't make him better or more cool or more intelligent than anyone else i just thought that was interesting. we also talked about band dropping which is frequent in that circle of people saying some obscure bands name that no one else knows just because it is cool to know things that other people don't i can't say that i have never done that which is stupid and depressing and i wish i was more secure with myself and didn't bother with all that crap i suppose this goes along with my little experiment this week of not really hanging out i just need to decide if the people i amm with genuinely care about me and if i actually enjoy hanging around them i like books like this that make you think about your life and try and make it a litle better.

we are reading their eyes are watching god next i am excited i really enjoy that book quite a bit. ok well i am off