meh

I am in a pickle a depressing pickle.

last night me and whitney hung out with Cory. I have been talking with cory on the internet for most of the semester he has mentioned subtly that he has some interest in me, although Cory is a nice boy he is not very intelligent but he is decently attractive. This would be a good thing but it brings to mind a certain situation, it reflects the circumstances of last summer almost exactly. When i was in idaho i didn't think this was going to be a problem besides i wasn't all that attracted to this kid in the first place.

last night was so much fun though. Once in awhile he would rest his head on my shoulder and i would get little butterfly-ey feelings.


I know i can't do this, i can't have any sort of relationship with him because i know i would just end up alone and depressed at the end of four months.

My experience with ziv has taught me too well, what is the point of a relationship that is destined to fail.
It only makes sense that the one boy who is interested in me is completely out of the question. It isn't a big deal i just need to talk to him now and tell him what is going on i don't want to hurt his feelings.


i just got summoned for stupid jury duty on the tenth and i am pissed