mrehh

it seems my body and my brain hate each other currently.

the last two nights i have been unable to sleep, mainly because i have been too frightened to do so. Sometimes i get i these moods where i am just scared not of anything particularly but just scared enough to make for a horribly restless sleep.

last night was one of the worst it has ever been normally when this happens i just fall asleep on the couch with the tv on and then i am fine but last night i couldn't i was tired exhausted but i kept imagining things. around two i went upstairs to sleep on the floor, andrew was sleeping on the couch so i thought that would help but i tossed and turned until about three and finally fell asleep. I woke up again at around 5:30 really cold so i found a sweatshirt plugged in the hot pad and grabbed an extra blanket and drifted off till about 6:30 then i got up helped andrew get off to school and went on a walk with my mom.


we got back around quarter to eight and i decided to take a nap till james and mom got back from the temple so i went into my bed layed there for a half hour and decided that was pointless so i have just been sitting here chillin.

the worst part of it all is that i have a nasty cold so not only am i exhausted i am achey and sore

i just want to feel better