Sitting at dinner this evening deedle doo chatting with taylor i don't remeber how it came up but apparently someone in my family home evening group things i am pretty WHAT!?!? i was confused but i trust taylor i don't think he would just say that ya know there are twoboys in my family home evening group that i find very attractive i am hoping for the best ahh i should just stay away from boys up here it will only end in heartache but it is so hard not to want that. i miss it more than i would like to say that i do, i miss being wanted, it is strange how much i want that for someone to want to be with me and want to be with them too. sigh.
I did most of my homework this afternoon so i can play tonight theplan is to read american heritage tomorrow after breakfast and then i will be good. I feel really good about school right now like i can do it and i can get good grades i sure hope so. i just want my parents to be proud of me. why do i depend on all of this acceptance it drives me crazy i wish i could just be ok without it meh.
Dearest anne posted this on my myspace it made my night last night.
me and Briki looking good
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