aha

last night i had the most wonderful dream. I was sitting on the back deck at my house in sandy with my good friend preston. we were sitting in these really comfortable chairs in the shade the sky was clear and blue and there was a light wind rustling green leaves and we just sat and talked i don't remeber about what but i was incredibly content i remember breathing in deep;y and smelling summer ahhhhh then he turned to me and said "I keep forgetting it isn't summer yet" and i woke up ACK wonderful but incredibly frustrating i only have 16 more classes to attend bwhahahahahahaha

My house always gets a particular smell in the summer especially my basement i can't describe it but it is WONDERFUL ahhhhhhh i am dieing to get home.

more mixed feelings though
Chances are i will never see jacob ever again i am pretty sure he is going to BYU provo when he gets back from finland that is really sad to me i love jacob he has been such a good friend to me last semester he was the one i turned to when i was upset i will be sad to lose him