This is me and alli playing in the leaves, my mom brought up our digital camera so i have that until thanksgiving so there will be more pictures on here. Yesterday was fun me and diana and whitney went to idaho falls and shopped when we got back only cass was here so we chilled with her for a bit and then we went to dinner and a movie. Last night was interesting in that i found out that my sister has been doing things that had previously been unknown to me. I found out that she drinks alcohol, smokes ciggarettes and weed as well as has sex on a weekly basis. It is just odd to me it is hard to swallow all of that coming from a person who i feel is my best friend and i didn't know anything at all. I know she is concerned about how i view her and about how my family views her but honestly i don't care as long as she is safe and happy but i don't think that drugs and alcohol are neccessarily the way to accomplish those two things. i just worry thats all. Today has been good diana and whit left at about 11 when i went to church got back from church at 2 then went to lunch which was delecious. came home andslept an cleaned the living room. My mom arrived at around 6:45 it is good to see her but i am glad i don't live at home anymore it was weird like she kept tellingme to study and to clean my roomand stuff it was odd how bad it bugged me. Jacob stopped by for a second to meet her which was really awkward he had on his new seer sucker suit he looked very handsome. Chris stopped by as well i was glaad he got to meet my mom i like chris a lot. I am sad cass is in here crying while she is talking to her ex boyfriend back home. she is upset becasue she hasn't told him about nick yet and she really is starting to like nick a lot more but she doesn't want to hurt her ex's feelings. Alli was bugging me again tonight i hate how she goes with with jay and jacob it makes me mad and then she comes back and rubs it in my face that two attractive guys are chasing after her I know she doesn't mean too bu that is what it feels like and i think she told adam that i had a crush on him even though i don't he has been acting all weird around me. I swear sometimes she is so two faced i want to be able to trust her and have her be close to me but i can't i can't trust her. sometimes i get so sick of this place it is like high school so stupid so trivial
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Do the boys know that Ali is going off with both of them? Strange how that doesnt seem to phase some people. She must really need/crave attention, I bet her self esteem is terrible. Glad to hear your having a good time babe, don't worry about your sister too much, just let her know you care and tell her to be safe.
Mwah
Jannine
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