Hmmm

Today was alright i went to church for three hours then ate dinner after dinner it snowed for the first time up hear!! Alli was very excited becasue she had never seen snow before:




So we all got in our pajamas and watched movies i feel like a bum we watched Matchstick Men, Better Off Dead, and My Girl all very good but i feel incredibly lazy oh well two hours of volleyball tomorrow will fix that! iam excited it is so much fun. I still haven't spoken to jacob i saw him in the cafeteria on saturday and once again avoided eye contact i am still trying to decide if i really want to fix this or not obviously it is up to me i just don't know if he even cares that much in the first place for all iknow he hasn't given this arguement a second thought for all i know he is saying man i am glad i got rid of that girl. Tomorrow will be interssting he usually comes and picks me up for math at 8 so the question is do i wait for him to pick me up or do i just go to math by myself i sort of want to just go by myself that way if he doesn't come to pick me up but ends up in class i won't looklike such a fool maybe i just won't go to math probably not a wise plan ijust want to avoid him arg i hate that it is up to me i wish he would just come and tell me he is pissed instead of sulking like a freaking child ok there is my rant maybe i will go to bed tomorrow is going to be a cold one!