BLEH

So jacob came over tonight to watch a movie with monica but they watched it in our room because ours has more space than hers. so we decided to watch the village and i was like this is cool but i noticed something jacob wouldn't talk to me he wouldn't even look at me he wasn't being blatant about it i doubt if anyone else noticed but he did not say a single word to me the entire night so i guess i pissed him off pretty bad this morning i didn't mean too i thought we ended on good terms but apparently not. whatever this is the reason why i should stay in my room and not have friends because all people do is hurt you you trust them you tell them your opinions and they ignore you that is one of the cruelest things you can do in my opinion is to give someone the cold shoulder it made me feel so insignificant. so around 10 i got sick of it and went to the student union and read my book Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe i have read it about fifteen times but it never gets old i relate to evelyn so much crazy yeah anyhow i feel better now but i am still hurt by jacob i am not sure what to do i am tempted to just let it go and not say anything to him but i do enjoy having him as a friend bleh i will work it out aah blissful saturday tomorrow I just have to figure out how to do this retarded math assignment. goodnight