interesting happenings so i found out my exboyfriend the one who kissed me last weekend the one who told me he loved me yesterday has been making out with a bunch of different girls one of which is my sister's roommate. i heard this from my sister and then my best friend i am not dealing with it very well. i got about a hour and half of sleep last night and ended up only going to one of my four classes today. But people have been good to me cass watched a movie with me and dakota came over to make sure i was alright he is such a good friend he got put on probation today i am worried i really don't want him to get kicked out of school he is really a good kid he just has some problems. i stayed in pajamas til 3 and only left the house twice once for bio and once for food. i have decided i just nee dd to start dating but it ishard i just want to be with him ilove him still even if he is over me i just want to be together and happy like we were this summer. my brother threatened to beat him up. maybe if we hadn't kissed last weekend maybe if it wasn't my sisters freaking roommate what the h? who does that . yeah so my sister told me she "really likes him" but she also told me she is a ho bag i hope she breaks his heart i hope she uses him and leaves him with nothing. i say i want that but i don't i want him to be happy and over me but not this way i am not ready for this.